Played List: All the Pretty Things

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This song is exactly my thought for this year.
Yes, I accomplished many tasks at work. 
Beat the deadlines.
Been complimented for things I've done.
Satisfied my cravings to reward myself.
And yet I feel useless.


Played List: Hope Will Lead Us On

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Everyday we're fighting to survive and thrive
We're hoping because we have our confidence in Christ
Battle scars gave us wisdom
He will lead us on


"21 keep yourselves in the love of God, waiting for the mercy of our Lord Jesus Christ that leads to eternal life."
                                                                                                 

                                                    Jude 21 English Standard Version (ESV)

Played List: Beautiful Seed

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Sometimes my insignificance stirs me to think to end everything I have; a gift I undeservedly got. In loneliness, 
in silence and stupidity, I'm thinking things which will cause disgrace in my peculiar kind. 

"There is hope in every heartbeat tiny as it seems"

And in the midst of self-discussion, there I am, thinking why I am thinking such things.
I have loved by people that surrounds me. But why ideas pop ups in my mind just like a horror movie stunts? 

Today, I remember why I exist and should never stop existing.

Because I am a beautiful seed.
And all my what if's are frailty.
This inner struggles are temporal.  
I cannot leave without having my maximum potential. 

Played List: Faithful God


Whatever the emotions I have, remind me of Your faithfulness. 
For You are God in heaven and let my words be few.